Salvation is a Ladder.

Updated May 19, 2019

Separation leads you down the ladder. Salvation leads you back up. You must change your mind about the purpose of the world, if you would find escape choosing freedom in each moment instead of chains and iron doors. The body is released because the mind acknowledges “this is not done to me, but I am doing this.” And thus the mind is free to make another choice. Beginning here, salvation will proceed to change the course of every step in the descent to separation, until all the steps have been retraced, the ladder gone, and all the dreaming of the world undone.


The eye can never understand what it sees because it has been pointed in the wrong direction having its powers of Vision transmuted into a form used by ego to manifest an illusory reality—thus we become actors inside a dream called the ‘universe.’  The eye, like the body and anything that appears to be outside of the mind, is a symbol of separation.  Paradoxically, ego’s interpretation of light makes existing things appear just as the mind makes things appear in your dreams at night.  The purpose of dreams is to keep Truth hidden.  Only in a dream can God be forgotten; only in a dream can we forget ourselves.  Only in a dream can ego live out its fantasy of having dominion over all the slumbering children of God.

The Kingdom of Heaven is a body in perfect Spirit, alive and well in Nature.  The world that ego made would have us imagine material bodies for ourselves, instead.  This is ego’s proudest achievement and the most powerful symbol of separation in the universe.  Flesh, as a garment to be worn around our Core Selves cements the concept of duality within our perception.   Heaven and culture (or Reality and ego) represents a splitting of the Mind of Man (or Son of God).  It was ego that then created language and culture.  Language replaces Reality with a delusion because it is a scheme for maintaining boundaries—it is the purpose of culture to separate us from Nature and the immediacy of felt experience.  We are cut off from the natural mind and have since entered into a dream that excludes nature (and God).  Language is a strategy for binding time.  Imagine Nature as a hyper-dimensional mind which is not constrained in space and time.  Ego is a parasite feeding off of the imagination.  The Imagination of Man is the Power of God.

We have come to know ourselves as ego instead of creations of God.  We are diminished things bound in space and time.  Salvation comes to those who wake to the truth:  what is all-encompassing—God—can have no opposite.  How far have we fallen from Eternity’s embrace?  Do we now share ego’s fear of God and of our true Home?  Is our returning Home our death or the death of ego?

Would you hold as true the ego’s interpretation of things which serve the purpose of keeping God away?  God is in you and is you because no separation exists between what is real—and it is all Love.  In you is perfect peace, too, because all of the Knowledge of God binds all together for eternity.  Do you not possess Knowledge?  Is God really not with you, even now?  What is the purpose of love if not to dispel separation?  Does not all of our suffering stem from our feeling apart from everything else and to the degree to which we feel alone and apart our suffering gains in magnitude?  If God exists and if the reality is that we can never be apart from God would it not follow logically that separation happens only on a level of consciousness resembling dreaming and that without this dreaming ego could never see the light of day?

You may think to ask how it came to be that we are lost in dreaming and the answer is obvious:  separation can only occur within a simulated reality, within a dream.  But the dream persists until a mind chooses to forgive the dream.  Lack and loss are to ego what Love and Forgiveness are to God.  Profound limitations in our thinking potential becomes a real prison but the presence of Love reminds us of freedom.  Nothing compromised Heaven but we can keep our eyes closed, if we choose.  We choose which world we experience—be it a world made by God in Love, an eternal Heaven for His creations—or—a world reflecting our thoughts as dictated to us by ego.  And what ego would have us see as the world is within our mind no differently than any other dream we have ever had.  We live in our consciousness.  Ideas, such as the idea of separation, leave not their source—or it remains joined to its source, which is its jailer or its liberator, according to which it chooses as its purpose for itself.  Ego’s purpose is to keep you dreaming at any cost.  The real you must choose for itself a purpose that is not at all what ego wants.

The real you is something that has nothing to do with this world or the body.  The real you is something that is immortal, invulnerable, constant and unchanging, inseparable and whole; something that cannot be touched by anything in this world−something that cannot be threatened in any way.  The body represents a limit on awareness.  The body is a projection from a belief-system created by ego and its dualistic view.  Not by God.  God cannot know any limits.  Intelligence demands the recognition that nothing unreal exists; moreover, what does exist cannot be threatened.  This line of reasoning is a purely non-dualistic spiritual thought system.  There is not two real worlds. There is a formless oneness beyond the dream.  Enlightenment (Waking) has nothing to do with individuality.  It is the relinquishment of individuality—psychologically, not physically—that leads to real fulfillment.

The dream of separation is the universe. The in-human experience is merely an addition to what you are. Many consciousness growth centers have been at your disposal since time immemorial.

Spiritual experience is the only experience that has any real value because it brings you closer to yourself (which is God) rather than having you fall deeper into the dream where ego is the ruler of our destiny.  The goal in anyone’s life should not to be happy (a temporary manifestation); rather, to be lucid (which has eternal implications).  A lucid mind can see much when it refuses to believe the input from physical senses which are too limited and which do not encompass such sophisticated patterns to allow for information enabling us to see through the illusion of physical existence.  The good news is that God does indeed exist.  But a debasement in language over thousands of years makes it very difficult to build linguistic paths to the places we would wish to go−to realms and heights born of much greater intellectual vibrational patterns or thought-systems.  The truly wise fashion their speech with their thought, sifting it as grain is sifted through a sieve.

Words for the most part are symbols of symbols, thus, they are twice removed from reality.  There are no nouns in nature.  Words, thought or spoken, are spells causing immediate manifestation of forms based on whatever meaning we give to them at the time.  Our word-vocabulary must increase if human beings are ever able to expand beyond current limitations and understanding of space and time.  Just as the air is a great mystery to a bird and is water to a fish.  To a human being, it is himself.

How can anything but lucidity be your goal?  How can anything in an illusion make you feel full, whole, complete and satisfied?  Even a description of the reality of the world of God will not satisfy you at all.  It is still only words.  Only an experience of reality can offer peace and that is something that comes from within.  Such direct experience has been called gnosis, which means knowledge.  But it does not mean intellectual knowledge or information in the generally accepted sense.  This relates to direct experience, or Knowledge of God.

Know that salvation is undoing.  Specifically, undoing deriving a sense-of-self from ego.  Culture created you that way via domestication when you entered the dreamstate of this world in birth.  But you have only believed that you lost your freedom because you cannot remember ever being free.  Your freedom is death to ego.  Your being asleep gives ego life.

If you could completely undo the false you, the imagined you, then eventually the real you would be all that is left.  The real you is a perfect copy of its source.  Reality dictates that nothing is made that is not made perfect in the likeness of the Source.  Your job, then, is to break down all the walls within your unconscious mind that block your experience of this perfection.  Intelligence is not having to see perfection but Knowing what is true.  Ego would have you lie to yourself because it has made you believe that you are ego.  It has usurped the throne of God within your mind and within the dream appears powerful.  A belief in death being one of its most effective weapons.

One should hope to initiate a process through which the false you that incorrectly believes it has taken an individual and personal identity, a separate existence from God is undone.  Luckily, this process is simple; however, difficult depending on how deeply mired in the dream you are.  It is achieved through a certain kind of forgiveness, but not the kind of forgiveness that most people in the world think of, if they think of forgiveness at all.  The traditional form of forgiveness makes the illusory world real to your mind, thus keeping it and the ego intact in your mind.  But real forgiveness (the kind imbued with Knowledge and awareness) does not make the illusory world real and does not keep it and ego intact.

The ego is the only real threat to you in the world because in every instance it is ego that is behind all unforgivable acts.  It is the ego that seems to cause death and it wants to kill you.  Because if you can be hurt or killed, then you are a body.  And if you are a body, then the entire ego thought system of separation is true.  The body and God cannot both be real.  You are dreaming one or the other.  You, dear reader, have already chosen the body to be true.  What is true and real is beyond human comprehension because it cannot be part of ego’s reality.  Dying is for the sake of the dream to last.  And Life can only be where it belongs.  The ego persists because it is successful in clouding our minds—we substitute fear for Love in nearly every moment of our in-human experience.

Why would such a thing happen?  Answer that question yourself.  Who rules in the kingdom of your unconscious mind?  Who is god and king upon the throne in its mental castle?  And what is the prize ego has claimed in its victory?  The capture and enslavement of the Son of God.  The kingdom of ego is only a dream.  A dream happening in your mind—no where else is it happening.  And God does not choose for His children.  Nor are you truly apart from Him or from Heaven.  You sleep.  And the Father waits for his Son to rise from his temporary slumber.  Agreed, it makes no sense that we would choose such a fate as this but we do and we do again and again in every single moment.  The cognitive activity of thought has been engineered by culture to empower ego, to ensure obedience and cooperation.

For those who would die, there is Life. For those who would dream, there is Reality. For those who would hope, there is Knowledge. For those who would grow, there is Eternity.

Enlightenment is awakening.  This does not mean simply to become more alert in the dream but to see this reality for what it is—a dream.  You may have the experience of falling asleep and having dreams but you have not had the experience of waking up.  The dream began when you were born and entered into this universe where the idea of separation reigns supreme.  Begin, if you will, to know that the dream is coming from you and you are not an effect but the cause.  A deepening awareness decrees that you cannot attain enlightenment without a total shift from being at the effect of a dream to being the dreamer.

When you have dreams do you not see them with your mind?  Do you not think they are real?  Is the bed gone or simply out of your awareness?  And when we woke up this morning from the dreams we were having last night, all we awakened to was a different form of dreaming.  Perhaps there is a greater reality that is just beyond the dream that is simply out of our awareness?  How could the dream be sustained if any one of us became aware we were dreaming?  What could happen then?  In the least we will lose most if not all of our anxiety and confusion.  Maybe the best way to find joy in a joyless place is to realize you are not there.  The “place” where suffering occurs can only be in your mind—a result of a thought pattern based heavily on resistance.  What else do you resist other than the truth?  Don’t accept what ego wants you to believe about what is true.  Look beyond.  On the other side of resistance there can only be peace.

Peace is in stillness.  Being there, present, within the Love that is eternally changeless.  This cloud of feeling is Knowledge of God.  The end of multiplicity.  Where a miracle happens.  Where beauty happens.  Where inspiration and insight happens.  Where the sound of your true Voice can be heard; the Voice of Healing & Forgiveness; of Love and not pain.  Be not troubled.  Let all the waters of your mind be still.  Being still like that is being ultra-present.  Look out with new eyes and see what is:  around you everywhere is the Kingdom of Heaven despite the simulated alter-reality a troubled mind forcibly projects which becomes the dream of the world.  Disengage thought that would act to block awareness of Love’s presence, in your mind.  Know, then also, your purpose as a co-creator of worlds upon worlds.  A spiraling staircase that leads to unification with God.

Forgiveness is the central theme that runs throughout reaching our salvation.  This journey shared by all runs directed and its outcome sure.  Thus, in time, is all the thinking of the world reversed entirely.

I said to Him, “Lord, what allows one to see a vision? Do we see it with the soul or with the spirit?” He answered and said to me, “One sees not through the soul or the spirit, but through the mind, which is between these two.” -MM

Choosing forgiveness begins a process towards salvation.  You are learning to no longer think as ego and are instead listening to a different voice inside your mind.  This is the awakening of Spirit and of your True Self.  Begin by retraining your mind to forgive instead of to judge and properly use denial to decline the invitation of anything not of God to affect you.  If the world is real, forgiveness is never justified.  But if it is your projection, forgiveness is totally justified.  The more you get used to looking at the world as not coming at you, but coming from you, the more impossible it becomes to react to it the way you used to, and the more you realize that you are dreaming.  All of this happens at the level of the mind, not at the level of the physical.  With practice, you will be given the right-minded ideas that are the best for you to be applied to the situation you find yourself involved in.  But eventually it will not be required for you to think at all because that is the state of being at peace.

Wherever He looks He sees Himself.  Spiritual Vision sees the love and innocence of Spirit everywhere.  So choose once again what you would have things be, remembering that every choice you make establishes your own identity as you will see it and believe it is.

In eternity, all is Vision.  It is the Imagination that is the Divine Body of man.   It had been taught that when the process of undoing ego is complete because all of your forgiveness lessons are complete, and with no guilt left in the mind, the time comes when you lay the body aside for the final time and you are awake at home in God for the timeless reality of eternity.  The people of the world will never live in peace until all of them have inner peace.  It must be understood that what we see out there on the screen we call life is an outward mental picture of an inward condition.  The world is, in fact, illusory because it must be a symbolic representation of what exists in the one, large, hidden mind called the “collective unconscious.”

Sooner or later, all the vestiges of hell, the secret sins and hidden hates will be gone and all the loveliness which they concealed shall appear like lawns of Heaven to our sight, to lift us high above the thorny roads we traveled on before.


“Chaos isn’t a pit. Chaos is a ladder.” — Littlefinger —from the HBO drama series, Game of Thrones





The only Light that matters is hidden in absolute darkness.

Conceptions drop away in movement from the particular to the universal.

Enshrouded in human intellect is the superessential Darkness which is hidden by the light that is in existing things.

Light is thought and speech and words all moving in conjunction with a human will to exist as one single part.

Darkness is absolute silence. 

Inside the darkness there can only be the naked intent to reach out toward the unknowing.

Be still; be patient; wait.  Hold fast to an attitude of suspense for what may appear.

What awaits is the thinning of the cloud, the mist, and first in glimpses, then in its full beauty, the vision of a higher plane will dawn on your entranced sight.  In that darkness a Light shall be seen.  This is the glory of the manifested Self.

Abide in this darkness as long as you can.  Keep the mind in the position gained, the highest point reached, vigorous and alert.  Now let go of whatever becomes a central thought or figure in order to maintain this strenuous quiet.

It is here that you must feel free to let everything go.  Any insight you ever gain of God will be in this cloud and in this darkness.  What you are, and what God is,   is   beyond   words and all conceptions. 

The cloud of unknowing is the realm of true knowledge.

Rupert Spira ~ “The Essential Nature of Ourself” (truly extraordinary)

“As  in  the  glorious  fugues  of  the  immortal  Mozart,  each  part ceaselessly chases the other in harmonious discord on the paths of Eternal progress—to meet and finally blend at the threshold of the pursued goal into one harmonious whole.  Discord is the harmony of the Universe.”
— Mahatma K. H.

A poem by Jelaluddin Rumi of Persia, circa 1244.

Fire is whispering a secret in smoke’s
ear, “This aloe wood loves me because

I help it live out its purpose.  With
me it becomes fragrance, and then

disappears altogether!” The knots
untie and open into absence, as you do

with me, my friend.  Eaten by flame,
and smoked out into the sky!  This is

most fortunate.  What’s unlucky is not
to change and disappear.  The black soil

must crumble to give itself to plants.
Think how sperm and egg become a smiling

face and head.  Bread must dissolve to
turn into thought.  Gold and silver in

their raw forms aren’t worth much.  This
way leads through humiliation and contempt.

We’ve tried the fullness of presence.  Now
it’s time for desolation.  Love is pulling

us out by the ears to school.  Love wants
us to clean of resentment and those impulses

that misguide our souls.  We’re asleep,
but Fate keeps sprinkling water on our

faces.  Love will tell us the rest of
what we need to know soon.  Then we’ll

be deeply asleep and profoundly awake
simultaneously like cave companions.

Culture is Not Reality.

The breakdown of meaning in the use of language by apperception.  The assimilation of pattern leads to understanding but is greatly hindered by a person’s quality of thinking.  We cannot evolve faster or beyond the linguistical systems set in place by our culture.  History’s most enduring meme is the physical body.  Reversal of the cultural paradigm would mean turning the human body inside out.  The body would be seen as idea, as a fully dirigible thought-form, freely commanded in the imagination.  Language is not merely a device for communicating ideas about the world, but rather a tool for bringing the world into existence in the first place.  Reality is not simply ‘experienced’ or ‘reflected’ in language but instead is actually produced by it.  A “thing” is a noun and there are no nouns in nature….

we are all hypnotized by language.


If synchronicity is the programming language of Nature is the programming language of culture money? Both money and synchronicity seem to have their own agendas (their own telos) and are forces in direct opposition.

Synchronicity aims to bring coherence to numbers if you choose to think of numbers as symbols representing patterns within informational systems such as learning/developmental networks (this proposes that reality can be thought of as binary/digital bits—a fully dirigible code), and also to bring meaning and purpose through complexification; reflecting a universal mind operating under a principle of recursion.  The human brain is not the source of intelligence but is merely an antenna allowing degrees of access to the logos or universal mind which is wholly responsible for communicating knowledge (highly refined, unambiguous code) expressed through human thought and acts of will—the human ability to create.  Human thought and acts of will are effects, not in themselves the cause;—the catalyst being always imaginative envisioning (a kind of profoundly inspired thinking).  Only when totally free from the influences of language and culture can a human being find themselves and effectively author their own program, their own experience or life.  This is done by abiding by Natural Laws set in place before history began;—the culmination of man’s effort in time will be the perfection and the release of the human soul.  And it is not that we are ‘doing’ it.   It is that a natural law that we are still unaware of  is inexorably unfolding.

You are a divine being. You matter, you count. You come from realms of unimaginable power and light, and you will return to those realms.Terence McKenna

Money’s impetus, on the other hand, is to be the root of evil in the world.  Evil and money are the quintessential human delusions and symptoms of perceptual disease/mental dissonance.  Evil and money are equally unreal having their ‘existence’ within the grossly finite and chaotic cognitive, social spheres of attention firmly held in place by culture, linguistics and ego predominantly to infect all human beings with a permanent ‘personality’ (and the more a thing tends to be permanent the more it tends to be lifeless) and to promote emotional attachment to objects and to other human or animal personalities making our connections highly specialized and intensely focused.  Culture is a perversion: it fetishizes objects, creates consumer mania; it preaches endless forms of false happiness, endless forms of false understanding; it is non sequitur and squirrelly software.  It invites people to diminish themselves and dehumanize themselves by behaving like machines.  Culture is not your friend. Culture is for other people’s convenience and the convenience of various institutions, churches, companies, tax collection schemes, ad infinitum.  It is not your friend.  It insults you.  It disempowers you.  It uses and abuses you.  None of us are well treated by culture.

Culture has replaced all reality and meaning with symbols and signs and human experience is a simulation of reality.  The Birth of History was the moment when the Natural Truth of Man was over-written by a copy and the result is culture directly feeding thoughts into the human brain via digital sources of electronic information from media that control both the uniformity and repeatability of its message.  Propagation of internet memes hijack these messages or ideas further weakening the validity of the original.

These incursions of simulacra by the over-structure are not merely mediations of reality, nor even deceptive mediations of reality; they are not based in a reality nor do they hide a reality, they  hide that nothing like reality is relevant to our current understanding of our lives—the ‘scientific method’ has replaced reason and even the most basic intuition.  Individuals cannot advance one iota in this world until a choice is made not to identify Self with the ego which banks its life upon the continuation of a global slumber.  It is the ego’s dream to remain forever the architect of Man’s fate through absolute dominance and control.

The future of communication is the future of the evolution of the human soul.

One needs only to imagine a world free of the influence of culture to see what being in Heaven could be like—before languages corrupted thought the Logos was not only heard but was beheld in.  There was no need to judge after appearances ergo imprisoned by the evidence of physical sense.  It is the unconditioned awareness of being that brings reality into focus.  Creation is an imaginal act of making something seen that was first unseen.  Culture would have us believe that to see something as being real it must exist in a world outside of Heaven’s reality but the real world is Heaven, an unchanging and eternal state:  true reality is God’s Dream, God’s Mind and when left alone what is felt as humanness or beingness is a direct experience of the divine essence of Being, of Love, Nature, the Mother and the Father of Creation.  It is the light of this knowledge that leads out of the land of darkness; out of the house of bondage.  The real tension is not between matter and spirit, or time and space, the real tension is between information and nonsense.

Money is a program written to cast a shadow over a global awakening and the recognition of a world soul.   The Spiritual Sense of Man decays further as marketers serve up “the next big thing”—making us all slaves to our desires. Transcending boundaries imposed by culture require breaking through the language shell.

In the new vision Nature is not matter or energy but information.  Information is primary to everything.  In essence, we have a symbiotic relationship with a non-material being which we call language and we think it is ours, and we think we control it but this is not what is happening.  It is running itself, it is time-sharing a primate nervous system and evolving towards its own conclusions. Culture is a scheme for creating and maintaining boundaries; it replaces reality with a linguistically supported delusion.  The Natural Mind is a hyper-dimensional mind not constrained in space and time. To reconnect with it we have to reconstruct the language because thoughts cannot go where the roads of language have not been built.

Holding on to the felt moment of immediate experience demands a disciplined mind that is already experimenting with the building of new linguistic modalities in order to reach ever higher plateaus of complexification.  If thought can corrupt language then we must accept that language is corrupting our thoughts.  As we teach ourselves to reason only from unalterable natural laws, not from human thought, our lives will become filled with synchronistic events which guide us ever more towards the experience of love and to the fulfillment of the desires of the heart.

Are we not all emotionally involved with a personality that does not exist?  Resistance to this idea stems from exposing a flaw in one of our fundamental presumptions regarding the separate self and having invested our entire identity into something that clearly is non-existent when viewed under a new light of inquiry.  A new fundamental presumption that is not at odds with Natural Law is that Love is the natural condition of all experiences and Love is not a pleasant feeling or sensation contained somewhere within our bodies.

We all know from early on in our lives that the experience of love is really a collapse of what keeps us separate from one another.  In this collapse of separation, the mind dissolves.  The separation is actually mind-made, it is not real and is a barrier to authentic experience.  The collapse of boundaries with which we divide ourselves is the dissolution of the mind that reveals the true experience of Love which is a taste of our true nature and recognition of authentic humanness or beingness.  It is extraordinarily interesting to note, here, that it is culture’s goal to create boundaries in every conceivable way just as it seems to be the goal of organized religion to separate people from a personal experience of the divine.  Culture and church have always worked hand-in-glove to prevent truths from becoming known.  A human being who truly recognizes themselves as being pure expression of the divine cannot become married to the ego ergo classified by culture as being something without worth.  This brainwashing allows people to accept an experience of life that is wholly unnatural, a manufactured and simulated experience rather than one that is true and real.

Language means “cognitive activity.” Culture has been at the helm of this language-making enterprise for thousands of years. Culture is an environment bent on existing separately to Nature.  We have used culture to interpose between ourselves and what had been there before culture (some 50,000 years ago) and no one has seen or known anything other than culture’s interpretation since—but there must have been something there that was so frightening that we invented culture as a membrane (ie. agriculture, then urbanization, then the phonetic alphabet) to protect ourselves against whatever it was.  We now behave as though we fear something tremendously toxic or something that has a dissolving force over our being that lies beyond the frontier of language.  And this must relate directly to ego.

Ego is a cultural invention.  It is not a necessary concomitant to being human (whereas kindness certainly must be).  Ego is a structure that is erected by a neurotic individual who is a member of a neurotic culture against the facts of the matter.  And culture, which we put on like an overcoat, is the collectivized consensus about what sort of neurotic behaviors are acceptable.  Just as some creatures build nests underground to protect themselves from predators, we have created this strategy of forming egos to hold back and suppress a completely different kind of experience viewed by ego as traumatic:  raw, unlanguaged Nature.  Seemingly to outwit Nature, the ego created culture and language as a consequence for the emergent need for a shared experience but of its own design.


Culture and language become a bridge allowing humans to share a kind of environmental experience called “reality” to those who prescribe. In this way we are seeing words, seeing language in tandem with the mental projection of our thoughts—the dream is cognitive activity, a projection of thoughts upon the screen of consciousness.  To see and know that a tree can exist independent of Self is an unnatural limitation imposed by the ego’s dream.  If you gaze upon a tree you may feel that the tree exists separate of yourself but how independent of your own mind is the tree, really?

Culture is a scheme for creating and maintaining boundaries.  It replaces reality with a linguistically supported delusion.

Is it such a radical idea that what you are and what the tree is actually exist together within a mind that is engaged in the cognitive activity of perception?  Science has certainly never found closure in any of its models explaining the nature of life and must be considered provisional and not factual.  Then why not assert that what appears separate is a projection by the mind and that your body and the tree share the same source and has little or nothing to do with interpretations of electrical signals processed by the brain which are all systems of translations such as thought into language and then words into images.  You are not really seeing a tree, anyway.  You possess a sensory organ that allows you to become aware of something unknowable by the brain by capturing a radiated particle that we call light and our eyes transduce this information through a series of neurological transforms into an interiorized model of whatever has your gaze and your mind’s attention.

Science also insists that mind cannot influence matter and yet human beings to this day have no notion as to how it is possible that we can will our bodies to perform action, that something as mysterious as sheer will can somehow be transduced down into the mechanical motion of making a clenched fist with your hand, for example.

The cognitive activity of ‘seeing’ an object is a mental process requiring a collapse of the quantum vector of the photon and it is a conversion done by the human brain so that what is believed to be located outside (of your mind) appears particulate; that is, appears not as pure information that is always communicating itself through a principle of recursion and with purpose, but instead, as a solid object or form easily classified and knowable to the human mind and without this specific observational process the richness of potential for creation uniquely bound to the quantum state as the source of everything cannot manifest itself into human experience without such cognitive processes—as a man is, so he sees and as the eye is formed such are its powers (of creation).  It is important to note that every object’s classification is given to us by culture and the relationship that we have to objects is a relationship that we have with words because the mind cannot know a thing except through words.  All things perceived are constructed of words.  Objects therefore reach formation inside of our heads and what we think we see exists no place else but inside our minds.  The same holds true for sickness.

It is ironic, to say the least, that culture has us believing in a shared experience of reality but in fact all human experience is opaque and occult.  We receive and transmit information as a form of sharing with each other but language is about telling each other lies as such systems can never “speak” of what is actually happening to any one of us at any moment in our lives.  Our reality is a virtual reality.  This fact is very quickly disregarded by all of culture and science but culture and science is absolutely nothing more than cognitive activities happening inside the human brain.

Across the brain’s corpus callosum data can travel at speeds of 100Hz.  This is the speed at which communication between hemispheres occurs.  All cognitive activity within the human brain is constrained by this bandwidth cap.  The adoption of linguistics (the phonetic alphabet) and syntax is a mode of operation that parallels the operational rate of human thought and the human brain’s processing speed is directly related to how time is understood and experienced—computational linguistics may one day lead to a new form of (artificial) intelligence divergent from its human creator and due to being based in electronic circuitry (multi-core CPUs) does not have bandwidth caps, theoretically.   Array processors or vector processors have multiple processors that operate in parallel.  There also exists the concept of virtual CPUs which are an abstraction of dynamical aggregated computational resources.  Even today with the help of liquid nitrogen and helium a computer processor such as the AMD 8-core Bulldozer FX clocks in at nearly 10GHZ or 10,000,000,000Hz.  That’s a “brain” 10,000,000 times faster than our own!  In time, quantum computers will push past matter as a processing platform altogether forcing humans to either link to artificial systems via wetware upgrades in order to follow the future into cyberspace or instead become wholly shamanic in nature as was the case before language and culture and before our fall into history;—in either case we arrive at precisely the same place be it on our own, naturally, or carried there by the exotic technologies of the future.

It may be that we can cheat on the 100Hz speed limit affixed to human thinking to achieve an over-clocked state of productivity via a kind of self-colonization increasing neural connectivity and upping the intelligence quotient.  By simply entertaining complex thoughts and retaining a prolonged period of enhanced mental throughput, we push the envelope of what the human imagination is capable of.   1+1 has never equaled 2—there are, in fact, no numbers and no letters.  We have codified our existence to bring it down to human size to make it comprehensible.  We’ve created a scale so that we can forget its unfathomable scale.

Human consciousness is a social experience.  Culture views the human brain as  programmable hardware that will download and assimilate any set of patterns or code.  The more patterns a person can perceive the more intelligent a person society will judge them to be but what if the patterns are part of an elaborately written program?  Apperception is the mental process by which a person makes sense of an idea by assimilating it to the body of ideas he or she already possesses; therefore, intelligence is the apperception of pattern as such, but, there is a built-in flaw which is that humans cannot perceive or understand at all what lies beyond the beaten path of words and language—thoughts cannot go where words have not built a bridge.  In order to survive culture must perpetuate its deception by destroying the ability for humans to think reasonably and logically and as this is accomplished people become increasingly insane and detached enabling them to accept more and more madness until insanity appears perfectly normal.

 “And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.” [John 1:5]

Light, too, is information.  Thought is an energy form operating in time and space which has been adapted by culture to derive all meaning from the memes, words, language of said culture. Reality as experienced by human beings is interpretation of a dance of light. It must be said that there is something between the quality of one’s thinking and the observational integrity and witnessing of any experience that that person has.  It has much to do with linguistic structures. You can decondition yourself sufficiently to actually step outside the cultural illusion.  It is a breathtaking possibility because nobody knows what is outside the cultural illusion.  Plato had said that it is as if we have been chained up all of our lives in a deep, dark cave watching flickering shadows dancing about the walls but having no understanding of the reality that lies beyond our prison.

All are words beheld.  We are language and our thoughts and memories are mediated by language.  Mother Nature ultimately resolves herself into a self-reflecting syntactical meta-system and you can pursue this right down to the DNA.  DNA working as it does, with nucleotide sequences—G, A, C, T/RNA—that code for certain amino acids;—it means that organic objects are essentially utterances in three-dimensional space of some kind of universally distributed linguistic intent.

From the Gospel of John: “In the beginning was the Word… and the Word was God.”

Nature is that Word.  This infinitely self-adumbrating, fractal, syntactical hallucination that has an infinite number of facets for potential regarding and self-regarding.  Language uses the human mind to become material.  As human beings we are always drawing into the world that which our state of consciousness attracts to us;—our experience in the world reflects the mental landscape of our minds and our inner world is constructed of the words and their meanings as given us by the language of our culture.

Philo Judaeus, a contemporary of Jesus Christ, said that the most perfect logos would be one that had gone from only being heard to being beheld without ever crossing over a noticeable moment of transition.  The program of language is an open-ended one.  And we are dynamically caught up in it.  We are language and culture is a shockwave always trailing behind the forward edge of this language-making capacity that we humans share and are under the spell of and blinded by. What blinds us to the presence of alien intelligences (namely any not under the influence of culture) is linguistic and cultural bias operating on ourselves.  The world which we perceive is but a tiny fraction of the world which we can suppose to perceive which is but a tiny fraction of the perceivable world as it truly is.  We keep ourselves operating on a very narrow strip of habitual behavior due to limitless cultural conventions all aimed at manipulating our thought-patterns to keep us deprived of power, authority and influence and to make us feel weak, ineffectual and ultimately unimportant.  There seems no longer a commonality of understanding and a balkanization of epistemology—a complete and total disenfranchisement of reasoning and of intelligence—should elicit a clarion call but the silence, instead, is deafening.

This world, this cosmos, this universe, this body and soul are all made of information. Particles are just appearances, what we observe as material bodies and forces are nothing but shapes and variations in the structure of space. Information is a deeper and more primary concept than space, time, matter, energy, charge, spin or angular momentum.  The world is made of language and the implication for the Digerati is that reality can be hacked. If reality is made of language then it is code.  When we get to a point where we have groups such as “progressive conservatives” dedicating themselves to making mistakes and then preventing those mistakes from being corrected this is evidence of a collapse of the original intent of spoken languages which is its natural inclination to elevate thought to ever higher forms of complexification; to create peace and harmony on Earth not drama and chaos (politics).

In the 11th and 12th century a different group called the Cathar had the idea that ego created the physical world and all visible matter, including the human body. Cathars believed that every person had a soul or spirit which in reality was angelic in true form but that ego (thought of as a dark entity) had trapped it within the human body and was cursed to be reincarnated until salvation was achieved through a ritual that the Cathars called Consolamentum.  Cathars formed opposition to the Catholic Church perceiving it to be a source of moral, spiritual and political corruption.  They were all hunted down and killed during the Albigensian Crusade of 1209.  And during the same time over in Tibet we have Dzogchen. The Great Perfection teaching of Tibetan Buddhism aimed at discovering and continuing in the natural primordial state-of-being of the innately luminous and pure mind.  Once upon a time, groups of people did manage to avoid culture.  Very little if nothing at all survives today of Gnostic or the pure, non-dualistic teachings of days long gone.

The process by which knowing transforms itself from some kind of aboriginal apperception of the possibility of God into union with God and the process that lies between these two points is the story of the evolution of human consciousness. And history becomes the theater of the struggle between good and evil for the redemption of the human soul and souls of evil influence must redeem their virtue through taking advantage of the opportunities for advanced forgiveness which do seem to present themselves more frequently these days.

The great mystery can be solved by seeing the world as a linguistic construct and not of space, time, matter or energy—this sort of mapping is insufficient—but as being more in the nature of a novel or sentence.  When we recede into the primacy of immediate experience the rules and models that we have been handed by science (and what we call common sense) are found to be totally inadequate.  Then it is as though the membrane between the ego and something else which we could call our Guardian Angel or the Jungian Unconscious grows thin and the world loses its mundane character.  All that was profane becomes sacred and is charged with psychic energy and becomes the carriers of meaning; that is, rivers speak and trees whisper.  All of this is you recovering meaning, meaning so pregnant in everything in Nature but that culture would have you block entirely out of existence should we come to think of Nature as being without its own message:  Nature has much to tell us and can in fact articulate meaning in our native English tongue and with a force unblunted by conditioning and denial.   And this is a linguistic process.

In a time before culture was, some 50,000 to 75,000 years ago, we were severed from our telepathic, interconnected signification.  We exist now in this other dimension called “history” where Self has lost all power and no longer exists save for the human ego-self, a product of cultural evolution.  Gain-loss, praise-blame, pleasure-sorrow come and go like the wind and nothing seems to stay—boredom, anger, sadness, or fear are not ‘yours,’ not personal.  They are conditions of the human mind.  They come and go.  Nothing that comes and goes is you.  In the stillness of your presence, you can feel your own formless and timeless reality as the unmanifested life that animates your physical form.  You can then feel the same life deep within every other human and every other creature.  You look beyond the veil of form and separation.  This is the realization of oneness.  This is love.  Losing your sense of wholeness, totality or completeness is the fall into names or constructs of reality rather than reality itself.  And this has now been inculcated into each and every one of us as both the glory and the trauma of human existence.  The personal ego already has a strong element of dysfunction, but the collective ego is even more dysfunctional, to the point of absolute insanity.  We become natural again as we care for ourselves as Nature must be cared for and living harmoniously melts every boundary held up by past beliefs.

There is a child lying in a crib and suddenly a Hummingbird comes into the room and the child becomes ecstatic because this shimmering, iridescence of movement and sound and attention is just wonderful—it is an instantaneous miracle when placed against the dull background of the wallpaper of the nursery.  But then Mother or Nanny or someone comes in and says, “It’s a bird, Baby. Bird. Bird.”  And this takes this linguistic piece of mosaic tile and places it over the miracle and glues it down with the epoxy of syntactical momentum and from now on the miracle is confined within the meaning of the word and by the time the child is five or six no light shines through.  They have tiled over every aspect of reality with a linguistic association that blunts it, limits it and confines it within cultural expectation.  But this does not mean that this world of signification is not outside still existent beyond the foreshortened horizons of a culturally validated language.  The moment a child is told what a bird is, if they believe what they are being told, then they never see a bird again.  They see only their thoughts.  They see only words.

Breaking through or penetration to another level is what is needed. Culture is an imprisoning bubble of interlocking assumptions that are like a collective hallucination or dream.  It well may be a recursive metaphor but culture is like a delusion because it is not true—we live inside cultural myths such as “the world is made of things called mesons and antiprotons” which is only a linguistic construct giving us permission to ignore other possibilities altogether. Language may still become an angel of our salvation if we can transform and remake it, then we can have the conversation that will save us.  We will not be able to save ourselves until we have a language sufficient enough to carry us through the problems we now face.  English will not do because English is a language of subject-object opposition steeped in Cartesian duality making it metaphysically dogmatic.  It is a language of past, present and future and the kind of world we live in is not that kind of world at all.

The meta languages of description articulated by mathematicians through the centuries seem perfectly satisfactory to them but are not satisfying to the rest of us.  What is not a trivial question is why this mathematical language appears so tremendously powerful when it comes to the description of nature.  Why should numbers, which are the most abstract quintessence of the human mind, have anything whatsoever to say about the topology of three-dimensional space and time?  This is indeed very mysterious.

How do the inner dynamics of the universe operate?  What is its true composition?  It must be information, a sort of archeological modality, that is alone capable of organizing all systems in which it inhabits into self-reflection.  Pour information into matter and you get DNA capable of making life.  And the computer shows us that you can have large-scale systems with degrees of sentience within operating systems.  So it does seem clear that information is the thing which uses matter, uses light, uses spirit or anything conceivable to organize itself into higher-and-higher levels of self-reflection.  But is this just an innate drive towards totality?

In any case, what also seems clear is that we must begin to think in terms of language as material.  Something that we need to work with instead of something like public opinion or even matter or energy;—it is meaning that we must coax into our lives and as meaning enters into our lives, individually, we become more capable of raising our voices both in joyous song and in political protest if necessary.  Realize that you outvote all parliaments, police forces and social media or news sources on the planet because they may just be all illusions.  Complicated phenomenological forms of analysis can be carried out to show that their existence is in considerable doubt and if you carry out this phenomenological reduction you will discover that it reinforces that you must actually exist and be real.

Printhead notions from printing-press cultures have imparted to our existence a tremendous material opulence and intellectual poverty and spiritual uniformity.  And now we must literally illuminate our civilization by releasing the design process from a commitment to material values.  Our current style is the cheapest around and change on a massive scale would require dropping design costs to zero.  This means that we must instead build virtually in an electronic dimension that is added onto ordinary cultural spaces like an orthogonal matrix or cyberspace in which everything is built out of light.  For how much longer can the West keep looting the material resources of the rest of the world?  Conceivably, anything is possible within virtual space which truly is as infinite as the human imagination.  Is it escape into Fantasy Land or is it the next step in the evolution of human consciousness?

It is also pretty safe to conceive that human beings have already escaped into a fantasy by accepting our normal, awake state of consciousness as being reality.  Human experience does suggest that we are capable of accessing a great deal more with our brains—perhaps the human brain has already evolved to a point where it can cross all dimensional barriers of time and space.  If this is the result of natural evolution, culture could not function or even exist if such extraordinary ability remained intact and any knowledge of it would have to be suppressed by the forces who would wish to keep control;—culture depends on ego for its survival because only ego could believe that culture is reality.  What is natural, true or real must always remain on the other side of a boundary wall.  Ego and culture cannot coexist at all with what is natural because what is natural for human beings is a state of existence that cannot be bound.  Nothing about consciousness is small and becomes completely misunderstood if it is made to be anything other than what it is.  The solution that leads inexorably to human salvation and redemption appears yet far too great for any person who is content being locked up in a prison constructed for their mind.

The whole cosmic drama is the mystery of what it is for the word to be made flesh.  Language is seeking to birth itself into the domain of concrete existence; that is obviously what is meant by the “word made flesh.”  And if the word can be made flesh this implies reciprocity, this implies that the flesh can be made word.

This brings us back to the curiously literary nature of reality—that it is much more like a novel than it is like an equation.  But why is that?  Is that because in fact the flesh is word?  And understanding this is the real task of uncovering our spirituality.  Somehow it is a riddle, a conundrum, that if understood correctly would cause the disappearance of the universe as subject/object relationships dissolve back into the nothingness from which they sprang.  It is something about the recognition of the primacy of the word that makes history the process of the decent of the word into concrete expression and that our relation to this retroflexive process is an accent into the word and going toward the approaching mystery and finally meeting in a higher spacial manifold, a kind of fractal soliton or unitive event that can only happen once in the lifetime of the universe.

We are not the only intelligent-minded species occupying this planet (and this is not just a reference to Dolphins, either).  There is something out there spread through the grasses, forests, rivers and oceans;—at some point in time a kind of mind came into existence and it is really out there sharing the local mindspace.  It is the Goddess of this Earth, a biological mind and we humans sprang as expressions of this larger consciousness.  Mother Nature is with whom you are to be present in and it is She who is your awareness of being.  Man is the result of seeing through the limitations of his own consciousness but it is a mind which thinks itself as having limits which will never reach a state of consciousness of pure receptivity in which you will find all things appear to be divinely possible.  The world in its every detail is man’s consciousness crystallized and we all crystallize consciousness into the image and likeness of that which we are conscious of being—be that flesh or be that formless liquid light.  Life is a thinking, feeling entelechy.  And human beings are like a droplet that has somehow escaped from the river of cognition.

Kurt Gödel (1906-1978)

Kurt Gödel’s breakthrough was that he proved mathematically and logically that all knowledge is provisional and can never find closure.  His Incommensurability (or Incompleteness) Theory shows that interpretations (based off of observation) is implicitly influenced by theoretical assumptions; therefore, any formal system will produce true statements but which are not provable within the confines of the formal system itself.  The problem of incommensurability results in scientists talking past each other, as it were, while comparison of theories is muddled by confusions about terms, contexts and consequences.  Closure, even for arithmetic, is impossible.  This means that 1+1=2 has a very strong tendency of being true but is not a law because certain assumptions are built into the syntactical framework.  Unexamined cultural values and limitations of language have made us unwitting prisoners of our own assumptions because no program of formal analysis will ever completely exhaust its subject.  And a system for understanding “the formality of the actually occurring”—that is, understanding why things actually happen—is beyond the kind of linear processing inherent to all systems of syntax whether mathematical or linguistic.

Does a process which could lead us to understand why things happen occur in nature?  Something that allows us to go beyond linguistic and syntactical limitations?  Something to allow us to break through the language shell and transcend the boundaries of the ego?  Indeed, certain things have undergone the formality of actually occurring, in nature, within the biological matrix.   But we do not want to launch something on the human brain that it cannot recognize at all.  Whatever it is has to have an affinity to ordinary brain chemistry; something with bio-synthetic pathways to degrade and receptors for; not just more pollution to dull the senses having no efficacy for spiritual gain at low physiological impact.

Rivea Turbina Corymbosa, Christmas Vine Morning Glory

Ipomoea_Purpurea_Morning_Glory_TAOIpomoea Purpurea, Star of Yelta Morning Glory

Argyreia Nervosa, Hawaiian Baby Woodrose (or Elephant Creeper) Morning Glory

Having managed to reach the 21st century, our goal should be to establish as quickly as possible a partnership paradise with plants as was the case 20,000 years ago when continents such as Africa were covered in forests and extremely floristically rich environments.  History, as it turns out, is not unlike a mass psychedelic experience with the drug of culture being technology.  And as technology becomes perfected as being more and more like a mirror for the human mind, the cultural experience becomes more and more hallucinatory.  Who or what does the programming?  Do we as intelligent beings play any role in what form the code takes and the end result of running such code through our minds?  If humanness no longer feels good should we not check for a cognitive virus which may be corrupting the whole system?  Reality is an unspeakable, seamless something dying within us to be felt and witnessed but culture denies experience.  Culture is not reality.

The fix that will make humanness feel good again, interestingly, turns out not be a drug but a shifting of the ratios of neural transmitters already present in the human organism.  It is as though we are just out-of-tune and there is an enzyme problem that has caused us to fail to suppress the ego and this causes a spectrum of cultural effects driving us all mad.  The only solution to the problem of human mental erosion is psycholytic therapy.  Mind is some kind of generalized phenomenon that all life—including the plants—attempt to take part.  Life is a network of information.  There is such a mind which we evolve towards an awareness of—a Gaian Mind, a hyper intelligent being, possibly the planet itself.  The idea of “your” mind and “my” mind is a debasement of language.

Information in its most crudest form is spoken language because thought leaves the immediate, felt mental realm and enters into a purely physical domain-space where it becomes capable of writing, encoding or programming itself as a means to debase truth.  Right now we have a society that is completely dehumanizing; we are not people in the eyes of our society, we are workers and customers to the over-structure, we are defined economically, which in itself, is pretty horrifying.  We are told ‘no’, we’re unimportant, we’re peripheral. ‘Get a degree, get a job, get this, get that.’  And then you’re a player, but you don’t want to play in the game.  You want to reclaim your mind and get it out of the hands of the cultural engineers who want to turn you into a half-baked moron consuming all this trash that is being manufactured out of the bones of a dying world.

It is absolutely imperative that we realize that further restrictions upon our access to meaningful information—actual knowledge—is inevitable.  The idea is to make us all think alike and want the same things.  We have been perverted by technologies and our essential humanness has been severely undermined.  We tend to disempower ourselves.  We tend to believe that we don’t matter.  And in the act of taking that idea to ourselves we give everything away to somebody else, to something else.  Control of content, uniformity of content, repeatability of content make it inevitably a tool of coercion, brainwashing, and manipulation.  The apocalypse is not something which is coming. The apocalypse has arrived in major portions of the planet and it is only because we live within a bubble of incredible privilege and social insulation that we still have the luxury of anticipating the apocalypse. We have the money, the power, the medical understanding, the scientific know-how, the love and the community to produce a kind of human paradise.  But we are led by the least among us—the least intelligent, the least noble, the least visionary.  We are led by the least among us and we do not fight back against the dehumanizing values that are handed down as control icons.  You’re giving it all away to icons, icons which are maintained by an electronic media so that you want to dress like X or have lips like Y.  This is shit-brained thinking. 

That is why the words cult and culture have a direct relationship to each other.  Culture is an extremely repressive cult that leads to all kinds of humiliation and degradation, and automatic, unquestioned and unthinking behavior; the values of culture are fatal.  If information is not used by intelligence to serve and advance novelty, true diversity, the production of love and community and true caring then who needs it?  What must always remain concomitant to being human is moral intelligenceThis is about raising our own consciousness about these issues and creating communities based on the sum total of our personal acts of reformation.  And not accepting a diminution of humanness by instead limiting ourselves to a cultural reality.  The perturbation of consciousness is all that remains, now.  Language has turned reality into a virtual experience making mind a prison of limitation, a boundary-defining engine.  Mind and culture working as one.  A snake that consumes itself in order to sustain its own existence.

Can you imagine freedom?  Can you imagine not being under the influence of culture?  How can anyone have the freedom of choice if they are being influenced?  This is like asking if you are able to transcend ego entirely.  Transcending ego is like lopping off your own head.  Culture will never allow us to be human because that would mean the end of culture and the end of history.  Nature would be exposed for what it is—for being what we truly are.  The concept of time belongs to culture.  From womb to tomb it is something wholly unnatural that assumes the form of being human.  That is ego.  That is what culture would have us believe is human. 

There is a meme, an idea, contained within the above text.  It wants a connection to be made between what we think of the physical world and language and to thought and culture.  The body, like time, space and the universe is a requirement of culture and exists for the ego’s purposes.  Physical death is the end of ego, the end of the body.  The answers we seek must all come from outside of culture because answers must be true if they are to hold any meaning.  No information inside of culture is true because of its self-limiting nature.  Closed systems are always wrong.  People only die within cultures.  In cultures life is a closed system.  That is not true.  Everything that has life is connected.  A single system of information.  One mind.  One purpose.  Information is not bound to or limited by temporal constructs that are linear.  Evolution is about transmission of information and is moving towards something unimaginable.  Unimaginable only because words fail us and the meaning of words come from culture.  They corrupt our thinking making the human imagination a thing to be wasted. 

How could such a thing come to pass unless it was by design?  Paradise.  Heaven.  Humans once knew where these realms were to be found.  It was not a mystery.  The divide between Heaven and hell is very much a mental divide.  It is very much based on a perception.  You are what you think and you are where you think.  It is astonishing to see how far we have fallen.

What is it to be a human being?  How much worth is there in it?  Humanity is in its greatest danger of extinction because we are allowing ourselves to be lulled into a foolish and undeep vision of the future where our humanness becomes a thing no one remembers or even cares to remember.  God’s kingdom does not come with observation seen with the outward physical eyes.  God’s kingdom dwells in your heart. 

The soul is redeemed when it is found.  Look within.  Hurl yourself into the abyss and find a feather bed.  It is Love’s purpose to always seek for itself.  You are the love with which you love yourself; when you know yourself you too shall be known.